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There would be days , when my efforts will be lost in midst of these waves  Remember me --when there is vacuum filled in your days  There would be days, when my smile will be reason for you to hate me breathing  Remember me --when there are dark nights and no walking flesh  There would be days, when my voice will be reason for you to push me on ground. Remember me --when there is no purpose to celebrate in this meaningful life  There would be days , when hatred will win over love. Remember me then, my love has been limitless ... Upasna 

वो बेनाम रिश्ते। ना ज्यादा , ना कम  वो बेनाम रिश्ते।  येह आँखें तुझे देखें , और कर दे अनदेखा  वो बेनाम रिश्ते !  तू हैं भी , और नहीं भी  वो बेनाम रिश्ते !  तेरा दर्द मेरा , तेरी खुशी मेरी दुआ  वो बेनाम रिश्ते !  ना तूने कभी अव्वाज़ दी , ना हमनें कभी पलट कर देखा , फिर भी हमारा  वो बेनाम रिश्ता।  येह दिन सालों में बदलें , और हमनें तुम्हे तारो में ढूँढा  वो बेनाम रिश्ते ।  सोचा इस रिश्ते को नाम दे दुएं , पर इस दुनिया की बन्दिशोए नें डरा दिया वो बेनाम रिश्ते ।  बस तू मुस्कराता रहें , बस और क्या  वो बेनाम रिश्ते , तेरा मेरा सुकून का रिश्ता। Upasna

Often through my passing years , i used to wonder where am i going wrong , what is that i am not learning .. then my heart subtly tells me that you choose the same routes .. you trip at same places .. do you know why ? because you still hope .. you still hope that the route must have changed ..your choice would have your kind of story and the places you tripped must have vanished .. but they all are still the same .. the same route ..the same spot you tripped , the same story .. they haven't changed.. but this time all you can do is change your perspective , if not change your route ...just let it go and leave ... But how many times you would write let it go .. how many times its about being a option ..how many people do you go out and make smile ... how many times .. and then your heart subtly tells you .. you always made them your dreams .. but did they dream about you ? you just wanted to do anything to see them smile ..but did you close your eyes and smile ..but this time all y...

I am still there waiting , beneath the stars above the mountains  I am still there waiting , across the road next to your house  I am still there waiting , in midst of hope before the rain washes it away  I am still here waiting for you.  Upasna 

पंख  घायल थे मगर उड़ना पढ़ा .... दूर आकाश से जुड़ना पढ़ा Upasna

Who is seeing us eventually? I am just the one stitched to reality. Who is waiting for us? I am just the one stitched to reality. who is deciding our fate? I am only one stitched to reality. Upasna

Wondering about her start and her journey... 25 years old Suhani is compled to ask questions to her mother , and her mother gives her answers which are beyond just answers..   Suhani - Maa how did you feel when you first held me in your arms ..??   Maa - Have you ever experienced moment of purity ... Suhani when i held you , your eyes to your   tiny fingers to your smile all were divine .. i had experienced purity that very moment .. Suhani suddenly cuddled her mom with unconditional shine in her eyes and goes on ... Suhani - When i gave you sleepless nights , when i just didnt sleep and cried or when i made you sit at 3 am to play with me .. did you at any moment loose your patience ?? Maa - Suhani have you ever experienced some one being so integral in your life .... i would not say i did not get impatient , but when some one is so important in your life the pain , sleepless nights etc doesnt last long ..because as ...

Walking on this journey , just a while ago i started hoping .. unconditonally .. Believing on this journey , just a while ago i started breathing ... unconditianlly.. Hanging on this journey , just a while i ago i started sinking .. unconditinally... Giving on this journey , just a while ago i started to loose .. unconditionally .. Searching on this journey, just a while ago i started to hide.. unconditioanlly.. Wondering on this Journey , just a while ago i started to fake.. unconditionally .. Walking on this journey ...Just a while ago i started to smile for you ..... Yet unconditionally ... Upasna..  

आसमान से अक्सर जुड जानें का सोचा  करती .... उन परिंदों से अक्सर मिल जाने का सोचा करती ... यूँ तोह मंजिल नाह समझ आई ... फिर भी उन वादियों में खो जाना का सोचा करती .... उपासना ...

If life was about getting all we desired.. u and i would have been on cloud 9...  If life was about just smiles.. u and i would have gifted our smiles..  If life was about peace.. u and i would have slept in solace..  But it's not that way.. it's not the way u and i thought..  But it's not late.. it's not late that u and i believed we special..  But it's about us.. it's about what u and i can hold on to and walk .  Upasna..

They say Fairytales live in those flipping pages ....the end page breaks the dream.. Yet again the urge to believe ...that you believe in chasing the fairytale ... How often did the wind of hope pass by ...the last hope of your dream..   They say Fairytales live in some alien planet...the way to this planet is playing hide and seek.. Yet again searching the truth…the truth is in chasing the fairytale ... How often did you question your heart....was your heart awake?.. They say Fairytales live when your eyelashes kiss the other...Fragile eyelashes get wet on a blink… Yet again falling in same trap...the similar trap of chasing the fairytale .. How often did confessions prevail? The honest confessions you dare to utter.. They just say Fairytale reside somewhere you can’t reach..Somewhere you can’t be… Upasna...  

Once upon a time in midst of gleaming stars and galaxy were you and me ... Once upon a time in between misery and bliss was our enchanted kingdom ... Once upon a time in halfway of hope and aspiration existed endless desires ... Once upen a time in corner of my heart and brain there was uncurable tussle .. Once upon a time in hills and valleys our names echoed ... Once upon a time in midst of expectations and betrayals there was Me still standing for you and Me .... Upasna

Knowing the truth ..Knowing the end ..you still choose the same route .. Knowing the Black ..Knowing the white .. you still desire grey ... Knowing the reason ..Knowing the change ..you still dont surrender.. Knowing the fact ..Knowing the chances ..you still be an option .. What made you learn ..What made you fall ..you still cant disclose.. What made you fly ..What made you cry .. you still cant see the storm .. What made you turn ..What made you stop .. you still cant hear the alarm .. What made you  heal .. what made you believe .. you still cant just be ... Knowing the truth what made you still walk and not surrender ...???? Upasna..

Often through my passing years , i used to wonder where am i going wrong , what is that i am not learning .. then my heart subtly tells me that you choose the same routes .. you trip at same places .. do you know why ? because you still hope .. you still hope that the route must have changed ..your choice would have your kind of story and the places you tripped must have vanished .. but they all are still the same .. the same route ..the same spot you tripped , the same story .. they haven't changed.. but this time all you can do is change your perspective , if not change your route ...just let it go and leave ... But how many times you would write let it go .. how many times its about being a option ..how many people do you go out and make smile ... how many times .. and then your heart subtly tells you .. you always made them your dreams .. but did they dream about you ? you just wanted to do anything to see them smile ..but did you close your eyes and smile ..but this ti...

Moments pass by…. Moments come by and make those imprints. Time call for you….Time is what I want with you and those unsaid stories. Wondering about truth… wondering you to be the truth and those unseen dreams. Speechless yet smiling…Speechless and listening alot and those hidden words. Feelings stuck in me ... Feelings stuck with you and those moments filled with love. Seeing those eyes. Seeing me in them and those never ending desires. Dreams that whispered about you. Dreams that had visited you and those unknown wishes. Love didn’t know me..Love knows me now and those vibes of faith. Moments calls for that time when I am wondering and speechless about those feeling of seeing dreams of love …… Upasna...  

Looking out of my window.. Searching what you and i havent ....   Looking out of my shell.. Searching sadness and those smiles... Looking out of my barrier Searching those ways and directions... Looking out of my freedom Searching those unclaimed destinations ... Looking out of my circle.. Searching those disttant hands.. Looking out of my Pain Searching those gone moments ... Looking out of my life .. Searching those vibes of honestly and love .. Looking out of my window Searching what you and i havent... Upasna..

I wonder what makes you what you are . I wonder what happened then and what happens now . I wonder whom to trust i wonder whom to believe . I searched for swings i search for my wings . I searched for life i searched how to breathe . I searched whom to trust i searched whom to believe . I wonder what to search in me . I wonder what to search on my way . I wonder what to search and Believe . I wonder what to search and trust . I wonder when will this search end . Upasna ..

They once told me a story , story which had kingdom of happiness ,kingdom of love and kingdom of kindness . they once told me the way to this kingdom ..way which had no barriers ,way which had no hassel . they once told me the truth about this kingdom..truth which had colors ..truth which had only black and white .. they told me story of this kingdom ..they told me how on the way to the kingdom you encounter the truth "how the kingdom showed it's vibrant colors of happiness love and kindness from its outer layer ,but hence once you enter the kingdom you experience illusion , you experience black nowhere white "  but the story made you walk to that kingdom ... Still searching Kingdom of happiness ,kingdom of love and kingdom of kindness .... Upasna

When some phase in your life starts... You just look up and pray the phase to be yours... When some decisions knock your door… You just cross your fingers and wish they are worth.. When some betrayals are encountered. You just wish they taught you enough ... When some stranger cross your way..You just close your eyes and desire their return.. When some long awaited hopes starts to fade. You just tell yourself let it not go.. When some unsaid confessions prevail..You just choose to overlook your feelings.. When some sign shows you way..You just sigh and say “yet the same route”... When some feelings are genuine..You just immune to believe in your closures When some mistakes are true..You   just repeat them indeed many a times.. When some lessons are important..You just learn and forget...  When sometime you fail or you gain, you just look up in the sky and pray the phase to pause and be yours...  Upasna ..

Childhood speaks a lot of your stories Stories which had no importance but made you smile Childhood speaks of time when you knew nothing Nothing for you was to scream and laugh unconditionally Childhood speaks of those innocent moments Moments when you heard your mom saying “it’s OK" to your fault and hugged you Childhood speaks of those stubbornness Stubbornness which were fulfilled by your dad’s love Childhood speaks of those invisible wings Wings which made you fly to every corner at ease Childhood speaks of those values Values which you and I still hold Childhood speaks its own story Story's which our parents wrote…… Upasna