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When some phase in your life starts... You just look up and pray the phase to be yours... When some decisions knock your door… You just cross your fingers and wish they are worth.. When some betrayals are encountered. You just wish they taught you enough ... When some stranger cross your way..You just close your eyes and desire their return.. When some long awaited hopes starts to fade. You just tell yourself let it not go.. When some unsaid confessions prevail..You just choose to overlook your feelings.. When some sign shows you way..You just sigh and say “yet the same route”... When some feelings are genuine..You just immune to believe in your closures When some mistakes are true..You   just repeat them indeed many a times.. When some lessons are important..You just learn and forget...  When sometime you fail or you gain, you just look up in the sky and pray the phase to pause and be yours...  Upasna ..

Childhood speaks a lot of your stories Stories which had no importance but made you smile Childhood speaks of time when you knew nothing Nothing for you was to scream and laugh unconditionally Childhood speaks of those innocent moments Moments when you heard your mom saying “it’s OK" to your fault and hugged you Childhood speaks of those stubbornness Stubbornness which were fulfilled by your dad’s love Childhood speaks of those invisible wings Wings which made you fly to every corner at ease Childhood speaks of those values Values which you and I still hold Childhood speaks its own story Story's which our parents wrote…… Upasna

I always wanted to know about change... I always wanted to experience change I always knew i had to change.. Change happened.. when i experienced the feel of being content Change happened.. when i experienced the feel of being special Change happened.. when i experienced to smile without a reason Change happened.. when i expereienced faith in my thoughts Change happened.. when i experienced loss ..and gained strength Change happened.. when i experienced joy and tears for those who werent mine Change happened.. when i experienced emotions which others created ... i always wanted to know about change i always wanted to experience change i always knew i had to ..and will always have to CHANGE... upasna....

Walking few miles … I realized where I was heading to.. I realized where I wanted to be I realized where I am destined to. All I didn’t realize was you. I didn’t realize when you left. I didn’t realize when you wanted me to walk alone. I didn’t realize when you said good bye. I didn’t realize when you took the other route. Walking few miles….. Only what I realized was where I was heading, what I wanted, what i was destined to was without YOU upasna...

when you look back in midst of the crowd something familiar comes in front something what you feel was integral,and you just smile... when you look back your hand reach out to feel the moments, moments where you almost spend lifetime .. when you look back some places call your name name which had started a chapter or a incomplete story... when you look back you recall your prayers prayers which had others more than you.. when you look back in midst of the crowd something unheard passes away something which you wish you could hear and feel today . when you look back this time ,something should hold you hold you and say keep walking i am there holding you in midst of the crowd..... Upasna ..

Walking was never difficult walking alone was .. Painting Memories on Canvas was never difficult ..remembering those memories was.. Living each moment in life was never difficult .. living those moments without meaning was ... Deciding my journey was never difficult ...Journey without destination was .. Praying was never difficult...Prayers with out faith was .. Smiling was never difficult ..pretending that smile was .. Trusting Destiny was never difficult ...Experiencing it was . Enduring was never difficult ..enduring for so long was .. Walking was never difficult ..walking alone without you ..without those memories Was..... Upasna

When i saw you.... i saw my way When i heard you...... i heard my name when i walked...... i walked behind you .. When i hoped..... i hoped for a direction when i saw you....... i saw my way . when i heard you..... i heard my name ... When i believed, i believed you in my world when i heard truth i forced the truth to be you when i prayed i asked god to listen to your prayers when i hoped i hoped for a direction Directions which saw our way Directions which heard our names ... Upasna ..