Birdscribble

Moments pass by…. Moments come by and make those imprints. Time call for you….Time is what I want with you and those unsaid stories. Wondering about truth… wondering you to be the truth and those unseen dreams. Speechless yet smiling…Speechless and listening alot and those hidden words. Feelings stuck in me ... Feelings stuck with you and those moments filled with love. Seeing those eyes. Seeing me in them and those never ending desires. Dreams that whispered about you. Dreams that had visited you and those unknown wishes. Love didn’t know me..Love knows me now and those vibes of faith. Moments calls for that time when I am wondering and speechless about those feeling of seeing dreams of love …… Upasna...  

Looking out of my window.. Searching what you and i havent ....   Looking out of my shell.. Searching sadness and those smiles... Looking out of my barrier Searching those ways and directions... Looking out of my freedom Searching those unclaimed destinations ... Looking out of my circle.. Searching those disttant hands.. Looking out of my Pain Searching those gone moments ... Looking out of my life .. Searching those vibes of honestly and love .. Looking out of my window Searching what you and i havent... Upasna..

I wonder what makes you what you are . I wonder what happened then and what happens now . I wonder whom to trust i wonder whom to believe . I searched for swings i search for my wings . I searched for life i searched how to breathe . I searched whom to trust i searched whom to believe . I wonder what to search in me . I wonder what to search on my way . I wonder what to search and Believe . I wonder what to search and trust . I wonder when will this search end . Upasna ..

They once told me a story , story which had kingdom of happiness ,kingdom of love and kingdom of kindness . they once told me the way to this kingdom ..way which had no barriers ,way which had no hassel . they once told me the truth about this kingdom..truth which had colors ..truth which had only black and white .. they told me story of this kingdom ..they told me how on the way to the kingdom you encounter the truth "how the kingdom showed it's vibrant colors of happiness love and kindness from its outer layer ,but hence once you enter the kingdom you experience illusion , you experience black nowhere white "  but the story made you walk to that kingdom ... Still searching Kingdom of happiness ,kingdom of love and kingdom of kindness .... Upasna

When some phase in your life starts... You just look up and pray the phase to be yours... When some decisions knock your door… You just cross your fingers and wish they are worth.. When some betrayals are encountered. You just wish they taught you enough ... When some stranger cross your way..You just close your eyes and desire their return.. When some long awaited hopes starts to fade. You just tell yourself let it not go.. When some unsaid confessions prevail..You just choose to overlook your feelings.. When some sign shows you way..You just sigh and say “yet the same route”... When some feelings are genuine..You just immune to believe in your closures When some mistakes are true..You   just repeat them indeed many a times.. When some lessons are important..You just learn and forget...  When sometime you fail or you gain, you just look up in the sky and pray the phase to pause and be yours...  Upasna ..

Childhood speaks a lot of your stories Stories which had no importance but made you smile Childhood speaks of time when you knew nothing Nothing for you was to scream and laugh unconditionally Childhood speaks of those innocent moments Moments when you heard your mom saying “it’s OK" to your fault and hugged you Childhood speaks of those stubbornness Stubbornness which were fulfilled by your dad’s love Childhood speaks of those invisible wings Wings which made you fly to every corner at ease Childhood speaks of those values Values which you and I still hold Childhood speaks its own story Story's which our parents wrote…… Upasna

I always wanted to know about change... I always wanted to experience change I always knew i had to change.. Change happened.. when i experienced the feel of being content Change happened.. when i experienced the feel of being special Change happened.. when i experienced to smile without a reason Change happened.. when i expereienced faith in my thoughts Change happened.. when i experienced loss ..and gained strength Change happened.. when i experienced joy and tears for those who werent mine Change happened.. when i experienced emotions which others created ... i always wanted to know about change i always wanted to experience change i always knew i had to ..and will always have to CHANGE... upasna....